我想我是一个过分需要安全感的人

独自坐在草地上晒着大太阳

内心却突然间产生一种惶恐的感觉

 

感觉这阳光，和风，宁静的校园都不像是真实的

仿佛一幅画或一幕景，

而我却不属于这里，置身其外

 

消失了的存在感

 

SHE HAS A SWEET VOICE

SHE HAS A LOVELY FACE

SHE SINGS ALL THE SONGS THAT YOU LIKE

SHE SHARES ALL THE MEMORY THAT I HAVE NO IDEA

 

I COULD DELETE ALL OTHER THINGS

I COULD TEAR THEM INTO PIECES

BUT I WON'T

SINCE NOTHING WILL CHANGE

 

AM I EVER EXISTING IN YOUR WORLD?

AM I JUST A SHADOW?

 

I CAN'T FIND A REASON WHY I SHOULD LEAVE

BUT THERE IS NEITHER A REASON WHY I NEED TO STAY

 

I HOPE I CAN JUST DISPEAR

RETURN TO MY OWN WORLD

WHEN THERE WAS NOTHING TO CARE

WHEN I WAS STILL A PROUND GIRL

WHO BELIEVES SOMEONE WILL LOVE ME MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD